Did you know it has been a month and an half since I last typed on this thing? Or that the letters from missionaries that I have been meaning to return have been sitting on my nightstand for two months? Or that I go back to school in five weeks?

This summer was supposed to be a time to spend time with family, relax and have fun. I guess there is some of that in there too, but come on. This summer has FLOWN!!!! The nursing program at BYU-I is year round, so if I get in next winter, this will be my last time living at home. Possibly forever.

In three months I turn twenty. No longer will I be a teenager. I will never again be a freshman in college. I am turning into my father as I worry about every possible twist and turn in life for the next...well, forever. The bags under my eyes from lack of sleep now have there own zip code. I have to sacrifice classes that I want to take at college for classes I need to take.

I guess you could say that I'm growing up. WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN?